It is difficult just breathing. I have hyperventilation syndrome, and there is no escaping the disorder, because everyone must breathe! I can't relax by deep breathing, or do yoga which focuses on relaxing and breathing, or just stopping breathing! I have always been a coffee lover and drank up to six cups a day, but recently I cut down to one cup, just to see if it affects my hyperventilation. It did not cure it, but it has improved. I feel a bit hopeful.
I am an extremely practical person, a critical thinker and have ""good old common sense."" Yet here I am struggling with breathing! I also have compulsions I have fought: I had bulimia, which I conquered 29 years ago, but I suffered from it from age 18 to 28.
I am a vegan and love it! My passion is saving animals from torture. I also am an environmentalist, a champion of gay rights, and an atheist. I love science, especially biology, and I love facts. Magic is revolting to me; yet I find the fact that we walk around on bones and connections to be more beautiful and awe inspiring than magic.
I was supposed to be ""most likely to succeed"" in high school. Currently, I am a file clerk at a small law firm. My family struggles with money - hence - surveys for extra pocket change. We have our 40 year reunion coming up, and I will be the speaker. Can you imagine how nervous I am, knowing I could hyperventilate and possibly pass out in front of everyone?! I sure hope I entertain in a better manner than that!
Yes, my life is one of extreme, frustrating contrasts!
I am an extremely practical person, a critical thinker and have ""good old common sense."" Yet here I am struggling with breathing! I also have compulsions I have fought: I had bulimia, which I conquered 29 years ago, but I suffered from it from age 18 to 28.
I am a vegan and love it! My passion is saving animals from torture. I also am an environmentalist, a champion of gay rights, and an atheist. I love science, especially biology, and I love facts. Magic is revolting to me; yet I find the fact that we walk around on bones and connections to be more beautiful and awe inspiring than magic.
I was supposed to be ""most likely to succeed"" in high school. Currently, I am a file clerk at a small law firm. My family struggles with money - hence - surveys for extra pocket change. We have our 40 year reunion coming up, and I will be the speaker. Can you imagine how nervous I am, knowing I could hyperventilate and possibly pass out in front of everyone?! I sure hope I entertain in a better manner than that!
Yes, my life is one of extreme, frustrating contrasts!
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